You know I'm obliged to forgive you
But I don't think that's what my heart wants to
Because forgiving means that there will be nth left
That what was supposed to end will truly end now
That the fortress I built will dissolve like sand castle in water
That even the one who was still holding on will now let go
And all the memories will suddenly burst like an water balloon
And there you go, shattered memories that will vaporise in the blink of an eye
And there will be no trace left
So I can't forgive you just yet